i dunno what got over me today.
is it the lack of sleep.
or the long day i had in school from 10-6.
or the coffee that i drunk in the afternoon which is super power as it kept me awake for the whole day.

but i was super hyper.

not anymore though.

my fren's blog indirectly cool me down.
pull me down to earth.
to make me understand the cruelty of life.
but i must thank her.
i dunno why.


i know this post will sound very random.
very abstract.
but it doesnt matter.
i just need a place for me to rant and i dun need you to understand.

i cant imagine someone close to me gone.
and still be strong.

im glad my bro is coming home safely.
im glad everyone i love is safe and sound.

ishien