no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that I could add up too
i never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes see everything without a single word

'cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing
in this world I can't be
i never know what you see
but there's somethin' in the way you look at me

if I could freeze a moment in my mind
it'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
i'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

---------The Way You Look at Me - Christian Bautista

♥ishiEn to rifu0n♥

wk 9.
all the datelines are coming.
and lecturers are thinking that uni students are all wan neng and super smart and efficient.
i believe it shld be this few weeks where all the lecturers and tutors will feel that their eyes keep twitching cox the students will all be talking abt them being heartless.
lol.

but still, work has to be done.
and i still have my lg to pei me:)

project mates this sem are not good at all!
with the exception of some, but others are quite hard to work with.
and they got me pissed at some moments but still, i have to learn to work with all sorts of people.
things will get worse in working life bah.

there is still no news yet which country i am posted to for my intern.
its getting on my nerve waiting for them, cox the shanghai pple have already booked their air tickets and is settling their accomodation now.
luckily my company is settling this 2 things for me or else i will even be more gan chiong.
my mum and lg have been quite worried for me.
i know they will keep worrying until i come back from the trip.
i just have to take good care of myself when im there to not let them worry so much.

it has already been 2 months plus since i got lg.
and life has been pretty good:)
and enjoyable
and interesting
and sweet
and loving.
like the song.
haha.

im going to relax myself a bit later by going to the MOVIES!!
lol
i havent watch any movie for a long time, ok myself 1-2 months but still, compared to the frequency that i watch movies during my dec holidays.
xiao wu jian da wu.
and it will be detroit metal city!
woo..lol.
time to do somemore work before gg to fetch lg from school.
keke!

ishiEn

- My Thinking Process

I don't think of possible incidents just for the sake of thinking.
I think of possible incidents to pre-empt and to protect.
This process is not easy, especially on the negative side.
I don't want any of them to happen - So I predict and pre-empt.
"IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN" - That's what's running through my mind in an endless loop.
Still I will still go on thinking, predicting, pre-empting.

When the thoughts go wary and out-of-hand.
I give myself a slap of reality to bring myself back to this world.
Then I blow my thoughts away.
Reassure myself that this will not happen.
And I go on.

This process is painful but I must endure.
Even if the process is useless and is not helping at all.
I must endure.I must endure this process for I know..
even for the slightest 0.000000000001% chance of the incident happening,
I can still pre-empt it and come out with a solution to avoid and prevent.

To everyone, this may be silly and a waste of time.But to me, anything that I can do to protect you even for a single bit...
I will do it.

- rifu0n to ishiEn

wooo rainy rainy morning..
makes me feel like nuah-ing and not doing anything.
its spring! and why is it raining so heavily?
the weather nowadays is weird.
so am i....

have been thinking of nonsensical stuff since last night
and am still thinking..
i know lao po dun like me to think so much.
but sorry lao po.. i cannot help it.. its like a disease haha...
but dun worry.. i will stop thinking of all these stuff soon!!
then i will be fine(i hope).. (:

brrr.... such a cold morning... just woke up and am having nose-block.
bleh.. cannot breathe properly.. and it's so cold!!
alright.. time to prep for school!!

will try to blog more often.. but school's busy!

- rifu0n.

lao gong surprised me again.
lol.

and i love it!
WOO!
cox he always appear at the most unexpected timing and shocked me.
haha.

the law lecturer threw my grp a bomb yesterday by telling us that we are supposed to present tut 3 this coming tut.
and there wasnt any tut 2 cox he had to attend his fren's funeral.
so we are supposed to present tut 3 first before tut 2.
and its me n mich turn to present.
OMG.
guess i have to read thru everything to present well.
grrrr.
law assignment is another big headache.
cox he gave us ard less than 2 weeks to do.
and my grp members arent really friendly with each other, so ya..
i shall see how.

at least facilities progress is on track..
back to work!

ishien

argh.. im like having sore throat/flu/fever altogether right now..
feeling very weak.. lol.. >_>

haha haven't been blogging much as school work is piling up..
project deadlines just hit me like pieces of news... lol =x

and im having a presentation tmr!!
hope my sore throat/flu/fever would be fine by tmr =)

Alright!! i should hit the sack now..

lao po!! I super miss u now la.. hahahas.. (:

rifu0n.