Eternity

2009-09-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday was one of the few rare days which i enjoyed myself very much and experienced lots of laughter and joy in a gathering.
5 girls and 5 guys.
lots of jokes, clean and dirty, and plenty of teasing.
thank you birthday girl for being super sporty in the teasing.

and im looking forward to that sat.=)

school work is making me depressed.
seriously.

2009-07-31T21:44:00.003+08:00

Humans are really weird animals.
i wanted to blog so much in china when blogger is being banned and i cant blog.
but now im back in spore and i dun want to blog anymore.
haha.

ACTUAL CHILDREN ANSWERS TO THE QUESTION "WHAT IS LOVE".

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth. Billy - age 4
“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologneand they go out and smell each other.” Karl - age 5
“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” Chrissy - age 6
“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.”Terri - age 4

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sipbefore giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” Danny - age 7
“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss” Emily - age 8
“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” Bobby - age 7
“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” Nikka - age 6
“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” Noelle - age 7
“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still> friends even after they know each other so well.” Tommy - age 6
“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.”Cindy - age 8
“My mommy loves me more than anybody.You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.”Clare - age 6
“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.”Elaine-age 5
“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.”Chris - age 7
“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.”Mary Ann - age 4
“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” Lauren - age 4
“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint hertoenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.”Rebecca- age 8
“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” (what an image)Karen - age 7
“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” Jessica - age 8

HOW DO PEOPLE IN LOVE TYPICALLY BEHAVE?

"When a person gets kissed for the first time, they fall down and they don't get up for at least an hour."
Wendy, age 8
CONCERNING WHY LOVE HAPPENS BETWEEN TWO PARTICULAR PEOPLE
"One of the people has freckles and so he finds somebody else who has freckles too."
Andrew, age 6
"No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with how you smell ... That's why perfume and deodorant are so popular.
Mae, age 9
"I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something, but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful."
Manuel, age 8

ON WHAT FALLING IN LOVE IS LIKE

"Like an avalanche where you have to run for your life."
John, age 9
"If falling in love is anything like learning how to spell, I don't want to do it. It takes too long."
Glenn, age 7

ON THE ROLE OF BEAUTY AND HANDSOMENESS IN LOVE

"If you want to be loved by somebody who isn't already in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful."
Anita C., age 8
"It isn't always just how you look. Look at me. I'm handsome like anything and I haven't got anybody to marry me yet."
Brian, age 7
"Beauty is skin deep. But how rich you are can last a long time."
Christine, age 9

REFLECTIONS ON THE NATURE OF LOVE

"Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too."
Greg, age 8

HOW DO PEOPLE IN LOVE TYPICALLY BEHAVE?

"Mooshy ... like puppy dogs ... except puppy dogs don't wag their tails nearly as much."
Arnold, age 10
"All of a sudden, the people get movies fever so they can sit together in the dark."
Sherm, age 8

CONCERNING WHY LOVERS OFTEN HOLD HANDS

"They want to make sure their rings don't fall off because they paid good money for them."
Gavin, age 8
"They are just practicing for when they might have to walk down the aisle someday and do the holy matchimony thing."
John, age 9

CONFIDENTIAL OPINIONS ABOUT LOVE

"I'm in favor of love as long as it doesn't happen when 'Dinosaurs' is on television."
Jill, age 6
"Love is foolish ... but I still might try it sometime."
Floyd, age 9
"Yesterday I kissed a girl in a private place ... We were behind a tree."
Carey, age 7
"Love will find you, even if you are trying to hide from it. I been trying to hide from it since I was five, but the girls keep finding me."
Dave, age 8
"I'm not rushing into being in love. I'm finding fourth grade hard enough."
Regina, age 10

THE PERSONAL QUALITIES YOU NEED TO HAVE IN ORDER TO BE A GOOD LOVER

"Sensitivity don't hurt."
Robbie, age 8
"One of you should know how to write a check. Because, even if you have tons of love, there is still going to be a lot of bills."
Ava, age 8

SOME SUREFIRE WAYS TO MAKE A PERSON FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU

"Tell them that you own a whole bunch of candy stores."
Del, age 6
"Shake your hips and hope for the best."
Camille, age 9
"Yell out that you love them at the top of your lungs ... and don't worry if their parents are right there."
Manuel, age 8
"Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention, but attention ain't the same thing as love."
Alonzo, age 9
"One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat. French fries usually works for me."
Bart, age 9
HOW CAN YOU TELL IF TWO ADULTS EATING DINNER AT A RESTAURANT ARE IN LOVE?
"Just see if the man picks up the check. That's how you can tell if he's in love."
Bobby, age 9
"Lovers will just be staring at each other and their food will get cold... Other people care more about the food."
Bart, age 9
"Romantic adults usually are all dressed up, so if they are just wearing jeans it might mean they used to go out or they just broke up."
Sarah, age 9
"See if the man has lipstick on his face."
Sandra, age 7
"It's love if they order one of those desserts that are on fire. They like to order those because it's just like how their hearts are -- on fire."
Christine, age 9

WHAT MOST PEOPLE ARE THINKING WHEN THEY SAY "I LOVE YOU"

"The person is thinking: Yeah, I really do love him. But I hope he showers at least once a day."
Michelle, age 9
"Some lovers might be real nervous, so they are glad that they finally got it out and said it and now they can go eat."
Dick, age 7
HOW WAS KISSING INVENTED?
"I know one reason that kissing was created. It makes you feel warm all over, and they didn't always have electric heat or fireplaces or even stoves in their houses."
Gina, age 8
HOW A PERSON LEARNS TO KISS
"You can have a big rehearsal with your Barbie and Ken dolls."
Julia, age 7
"You learn it right on the spot when the gooshy feelings get the best of you."
Brian, age 7
"It might help to watch soap operas all day."
Carin, age 9

WHEN IS IT OKAY TO KISS SOMEONE?

"When they're rich."
Pam, age 7
"It's never okay to kiss a boy. They always slobber all over you ... That's why I stopped doing it."
Tammy, age 7
"If it's your mother, you can kiss her anytime. But if it's a new person, you have to ask permission."
Roger, age 6
"I look at kissing like this: Kissing is fine if you like it, but it's a free country and nobody should be forced to do it."

HOW TO MAKE LOVE ENDURE

"Spend most of your time loving instead of going to work."
Dick, age 7
"Don't forget your wife's name ... That will mess up the love."
Erin, age 8
"Be a good kisser. It might make your wife forget that you never take out the trash."
Dave, age 8
"Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind ... Love isn't like picking what movie you want to watch."
Natalie, age 9

super cute post that i came across when i was just surfing randomly at the limited websites that i could access in china.

enjoy!

-ishien

2009-06-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

countdown: 39days.

lol lao po your blog post super massive la!!
haha i guess that's accumulated over the 3 weeks.

Anyway lao po... JUST 39 DAYS MORE!! WOOHOOO!!!

We can meet soon le lao po!! :)
Jia you wor!! Hang in there!!!

I wuv wuv you lao po!! :D:D
MUACKS!!

rifuon. <3

2009-06-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

After 3 weeks of struggling to get into blogger,
i finally gave up trying to log in here in Beijing who apparently has block blogger
and thus i have to resort to using wordpress and have to trouble lao gong to transfer my post back to blogger.

3 weeks have passed and i would say:
I WANT THE TIME TO FLY BY FASTER!!
9 weeks here is indeed a torture i think..
i guess only mich would understand how im feeling now
cox she also wants this 9 weeks to pass by FAST!
why is mich not with me!!

the remaining 6 weeks pls pls pls go like a breeze so i can go shanghai and be with lao gong!
this post will indeed be a longer one cox it consist of stuffs which i did for the past 3 weeks.
i should start with food.
im really really sick of chinese food and mostly jiao zi. im not a fan of jiao zi in the first place but my fren does like it so i will have to eat it like once or twice a week.
and i ate some queer food here like donkey meat and silkworms!
haha.not bad but not to my liking.i have been spending a lot of money on food and groceries.
groceries shopping are getting more expensive and im trying to save some money to return to lao gong’s mum for the return air ticket.

OH have i mentioned that im coming back to singapore on the 26 July?hehe..cant wait also..

ok back to the food topic so right now we are trying to find other cuisines instead of just chinese food..but meanwhile..all the lunches will still have to be chinese food.speaking of dinner, we usually eat near my house where there is a jiao zi store and we frequent it so much that i dread gg to that store.

We are supposed to move to another house a few weeks ago..but it has been dragging on and on and now the boss says we can stay there for another 2 more weeks or so..yeah!! haha..i clearly dun wish to move cox the new house is super duper far away (ie. 1.5 hrs journey) and i have to wake up early to go to work, while this current house is just a 20 mins walk away from my office.
this is my first time travelling alone for such a long period and having to live with someone else which im not close to.and im clearly not used to it.well..guess i have to make do with this arrangement for 6 more weeks.

the past weeks have been suepr hectic in office and i have to keep doing OT! working in china is clearly not easy because of the working attitiude people have here. i think it is not just restricted to the chinese for this kind of lousy attitude and there will sure be singaporeans who have this attitude as well..but still..i think thats y the company is not thriving. but till now..i guess measurement is not my cup of tea and i would try not to come back to this field bah..

im like gg to doze off while im typing this post.haha..cox today and yesterday is one of the exceptionally free days i had.

office doesnt have proper internet and i cant do my dissertation here.im getting gan chiong cox mich is progressing so well with her and i havent even started with mine.my supervisor is damn slack also la..so right now i can only spend the time doing my pts report to kill them and to make sure i dun doze off halfway.

3.5 more hrs until i pang gang..the pple here are very fascinated by our usage of english and mandarin together that one of them even ask us to teach him english.but their way of speaking is very philosophical, haha so its good to hear them speak sometimes.

oh no im like dozing off any moment now..haha i need some sweets!i will be back to blog more often..xin ku ni le lao gong!<3

rifuon. on behalf of ishien. <3

2009-06-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

After 3 weeks of struggling to get into blogger, i finally gave up trying to log in here in Beijing who apparently has block blogger and thus i have to resort to using wordpress and have to trouble lao gong to transfer my post back to blogger.3 weeks have passed and i would say I WANT THE TIME TO FLY BY FASTER!!9 weeks here is indeed a torture i think..i guess only mich would understand how im feeling now cox she also wants this 9 weeks to pass by FAST!why is mich not with me!!the remaining 6 weeks pls pls pls go like a breeze so i can go shanghai and be with lao gong!this post will indeed be a longer one cox it consist of stuffs which i did for the past 3 weeks.i should start with food.im really really sick of chinese food and mostly jiao zi.im not a fan of jiao zi in the first place but my fren does like it so i will have to eat it like once or twice a week.and i ate some queer food here like donkey meat and silkworms!haha.not bad but not to my liking.i have been spending a lot of money on food and groceries.groceries shopping are getting more expensive and im trying to save some money to return to lao gong’s mum for the return air ticket.
OH have i mentioned that im coming back to singapore on the 26 July?hehe..cant wait also..
ok back to the food topicso right now we are trying to find other cuisines instead of just chinese food..but meanwhile..all the lunches will still have to be chinese food.speaking of dinner, we usually eat near my house where there is a jiao zi store and we frequent it so much that i dread gg to that store.We are supposed to move to another house a few weeks ago..but it has been dragging on and on and now the boss says we cna stay there for another 2 more weeks or so..yeah!! haha..i clearly dun wish to move cox the new house is super duper far away (ie. 1.5 hrs journey) and i have to wake up early to go to work, while this current house is just a 20 mins walk away from my office.
this is my first time travelling alone for such a long period and having to live with someone else which im not close to.and im clearly not used to it.well..guess i have to make do with this arrangement for 6 more weeks.
the past weeks have been suepr hectic in office and i have to keep doing OT! working in china is clearly not easy because of the working attitiude people have here. i think it is not just restricted to the chinese for this kind of lousy attitude and there will sure be singaporeans who have this attitude as well..but still..i think thats y the company is not thriving. but till now..i guess measurement is not my cup of tea and i would try not to come back to this field bah..
im like gg to doze off while im typing this post.haha..cox today and yesterday is one of the exceptionally free days i had.
office doesnt have proper internet and i cant do my dissertation here.im getting gan chiong cox mich is progressing so well with her and i havent even started with mine.my supervisor is damn slack also la..so right now i can only spend the time doing my pts report to kill them and to make sure i dun doze off halfway.
3.5 more hrs until i pang gang..the pple here are very fascinated by our usgae of english and mandarin together that one of them even ask us to teach him english.but their way of speaking is very philosopical,haha so its good to hear them speak sometimes.
oh no im like dozing off anymoment now..haha i need some sweets!i will be back to blog more often..xin ku ni le lao gong!<3

rifuon. on behalf of ishien. <3

2009-05-28T01:01:00.002+08:00

Countdown: 49days.

Finally hit the 49 days mark le!! :)

Yeah!! can see lao po reallll sooon!! :D

Lao po keep OT nowadays... now still haven't go back..

hais.. lao po fast fast go home ok?

I will wait for u here.. =)

I miss you lots lao po... wish 49days will be a breeze.. (;

rifuon. <3

2009-05-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

Countdown: 52 days.

Hello!! to my silly dumb dumb cute cute darling baby queen lao po!!

haha dumb dumb girl dun sad sad ok? guess what? 52 more days wor!!!
just 52 more days then we can meet le.. fast fast right?
2 weeks just flew pass just like that..

haha lao po very fast one!! very fast and we can meet le!! :D

YEAH!!! :P

rifuon. <3

2009-05-22T00:28:00.003+08:00

Countdown: 55 days.

Woohoo~!! Just 55 more days!! YEAH!! :D

Haha.. today is result release day....

Anxiety overtook any of my emotion for the whole night.

But whew~!! I'm glad that I passed all my modules!!
WOOHOO~!!! =D

However, grades aren't that good though.

Anyhow, will jia you for the next sem de!!!

ROAR!!

Lao po result release next week.. all the best!!

I miss you lao po.. I hope we can meet soon!!

YEAH!! xD

rifuon. <3

2009-05-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

Countdown: 57 days.

Today's my sis birthday!!
knock off earlier to buy cake to celebrate with my sis..
Had a yummy steak dinner and yummy cake as dessert!! WOO~~!!

Haha.. my lao po still in office now...
fast fast go home kay? :)

I miss you lao po.. :)

rifuon. <3

2009-05-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

Countdown: 58 days

Tiring day of work... but got lao po pei me via sms!! YEAH! :D

Lao po... just 58 more days wor... very soon we can meet le~

Woo~~

rifuon. <3

2009-05-17T01:10:00.002+08:00

Countdown: 60 days

YEAH!! 60 more days and I can see my lao po le!! =)

Lao po seems to be enjoying her pre-internship days. :)
good good..
haha hope the internship is just as enjoyable.

jiayou lao po!! :D

miss you. :)

rifuon. <3

2009-05-16T02:46:00.001+08:00

Countdown: 61 days.

Gonna sleep soon~
Tuition in 6 hrs time... haha

Hope lao po will have a great time sight-seeing later! =)

rifuon. <3

2009-05-15T18:43:00.002+08:00

15/05/2009

62 more days!

Such a boring day today. woke up at 10am.. then i went back to slp at 12..
then i wake up at 3pm.. then i zuo bo until dinner..

haha lao po.. life without you is soooo boring and empty...
keke but nvm... 62 days will pass fast fast!!

I miss u lots lao po :)

MUACKS!!

rifuon. <3

2009-05-14T07:33:00.002+08:00

14/May/2009

Rainy.

Today marks my 63-day countdown.

My silly girl is on the plane now.

Bon Voyage!! My darling! :)

Silly girl don't sad sad ok?

Just 63 more days.. =)

rifuon. <3

2009-05-08T00:56:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over and
im still gg china.

at this point of time, im really wondering whether is this a mistake to sign up for this overseas intern thing.
this whole thing started in oct when i was just single and wanted a get away from somebody.
and also a good opportunity to go overseas myself as well as my mum din let me go overseas with frens as long as im in uni.
so mich n me happily went to ballot.
we din think that we both were gg to be so lucky to be selected when there is only 6 pple gg and over 40+ pple went for balloting.
good luck?
i really dunno know.

then a special person entered into my current life now and 50% of me already dun feel like gg for the trip.
now came the swine flu and another 40% of me feels like abandoning.
so that remaining 10% is hopping that the WHO will raise to level 6 or the school will be kind enough to cancel the trip.
but none happened.

so now i got to go for the trip.
im flying on thurs and i have yet to bring out the luggage.
still have to go for the jab too.
totally no mood.
im now only waiting for the end of the intern to go shanghai with lg.
keke.

but anyway, since im gg, i might as well be optimistic about it ya?

jia you for me k?
haha
although i dunno what is there to jia you about.

today i went with lg to cut and dye my hair.
2 months in china and my white hair will all pop out.
so i went to touch up and i cut my fringe.
haha.
look quite nice when i cut but i think it looks gong gong now.
and SUWEN , my fringe will have holes also.
haha

mich just reminded me to start on my dissertation outline before i fly.
OMG.
year 4 is coming...

weird analogy

2009-04-19T00:15:00.001+08:00

lao gong u are my endless supply of tissue paper.
:)

for those who knows me, u will know how much i value tissue paper.
keke.

ishien

2009-04-08T20:58:00.002+08:00

lg's exam is starting next week le..
means sacrifices to meet up as frequent have to be made to study!!
lol.

wk 13 is coming= projects dateline
my js is more or less settle but now the most headache one is con tech.
i think my lecturer is a bit crazy to have 10 pple in a team and it is super hard to work with everyone and coordinate well.
i just have to be more thick skin.

as everyday pass, im getting closer to my china trip.
well its more or less confirm for my flight.
im going to guangzhou from singapore then taking a domestic flight to either beijing or tianjin.
but the first flight is freaking 615am!
which means i have to cab to airport in the middle of the night or else some other arrangements have to be done.

lg and i just passed our 3rd month together on mon!
yeah:) MUACKS!

jia you wor lao gong for ur exams!
must study hard k?
keke..

ishien

2009-04-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

my mood for this few days is like riding a rollercoaster.
ok there is just super down but no super high feelings.
i really need more sleep or else im not doing any work.
efficiently.
this is especially bad when this is wk 11 and the 3 projects have to be handed up in 2 more weeks.
lg exams are also coming!
and im gg china soon!!!

speaking to my intern, i really have mixed feelings about going there.
i have already gotten a reply from KPK informing me i will be gg to tianjin and beijing, so if anyone have any information abt this 2 place, let me know k?
like where to go and what nice food, etc.

all the projects are due soon too..
sigh!
argh...
jia you!jia you!

2009-03-22T22:32:00.002+08:00

no one ever saw me like you do
all the things that I could add up too
i never knew just what a smile was worth
but your eyes see everything without a single word

'cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
it's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
you make me believe that there's nothing
in this world I can't be
i never know what you see
but there's somethin' in the way you look at me

if I could freeze a moment in my mind
it'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
i'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

---------The Way You Look at Me - Christian Bautista

♥ishiEn to rifu0n♥

2009-03-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

wk 9.
all the datelines are coming.
and lecturers are thinking that uni students are all wan neng and super smart and efficient.
i believe it shld be this few weeks where all the lecturers and tutors will feel that their eyes keep twitching cox the students will all be talking abt them being heartless.
lol.

but still, work has to be done.
and i still have my lg to pei me:)

project mates this sem are not good at all!
with the exception of some, but others are quite hard to work with.
and they got me pissed at some moments but still, i have to learn to work with all sorts of people.
things will get worse in working life bah.

there is still no news yet which country i am posted to for my intern.
its getting on my nerve waiting for them, cox the shanghai pple have already booked their air tickets and is settling their accomodation now.
luckily my company is settling this 2 things for me or else i will even be more gan chiong.
my mum and lg have been quite worried for me.
i know they will keep worrying until i come back from the trip.
i just have to take good care of myself when im there to not let them worry so much.

it has already been 2 months plus since i got lg.
and life has been pretty good:)
and enjoyable
and interesting
and sweet
and loving.
like the song.
haha.

im going to relax myself a bit later by going to the MOVIES!!
lol
i havent watch any movie for a long time, ok myself 1-2 months but still, compared to the frequency that i watch movies during my dec holidays.
xiao wu jian da wu.
and it will be detroit metal city!
woo..lol.
time to do somemore work before gg to fetch lg from school.
keke!

ishiEn

2009-03-17T17:35:00.001+08:00

- My Thinking Process

I don't think of possible incidents just for the sake of thinking.
I think of possible incidents to pre-empt and to protect.
This process is not easy, especially on the negative side.
I don't want any of them to happen - So I predict and pre-empt.
"IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN" - That's what's running through my mind in an endless loop.
Still I will still go on thinking, predicting, pre-empting.

When the thoughts go wary and out-of-hand.
I give myself a slap of reality to bring myself back to this world.
Then I blow my thoughts away.
Reassure myself that this will not happen.
And I go on.

This process is painful but I must endure.
Even if the process is useless and is not helping at all.
I must endure.I must endure this process for I know..
even for the slightest 0.000000000001% chance of the incident happening,
I can still pre-empt it and come out with a solution to avoid and prevent.

To everyone, this may be silly and a waste of time.But to me, anything that I can do to protect you even for a single bit...
I will do it.

- rifu0n to ishiEn

2009-03-17T10:26:00.002+08:00

wooo rainy rainy morning..
makes me feel like nuah-ing and not doing anything.
its spring! and why is it raining so heavily?
the weather nowadays is weird.
so am i....

have been thinking of nonsensical stuff since last night
and am still thinking..
i know lao po dun like me to think so much.
but sorry lao po.. i cannot help it.. its like a disease haha...
but dun worry.. i will stop thinking of all these stuff soon!!
then i will be fine(i hope).. (:

brrr.... such a cold morning... just woke up and am having nose-block.
bleh.. cannot breathe properly.. and it's so cold!!
alright.. time to prep for school!!

will try to blog more often.. but school's busy!

- rifu0n.

2009-03-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

lao gong surprised me again.
lol.

and i love it!
WOO!
cox he always appear at the most unexpected timing and shocked me.
haha.

the law lecturer threw my grp a bomb yesterday by telling us that we are supposed to present tut 3 this coming tut.
and there wasnt any tut 2 cox he had to attend his fren's funeral.
so we are supposed to present tut 3 first before tut 2.
and its me n mich turn to present.
OMG.
guess i have to read thru everything to present well.
grrrr.
law assignment is another big headache.
cox he gave us ard less than 2 weeks to do.
and my grp members arent really friendly with each other, so ya..
i shall see how.

at least facilities progress is on track..
back to work!

ishien

2009-03-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

argh.. im like having sore throat/flu/fever altogether right now..
feeling very weak.. lol.. >_>

haha haven't been blogging much as school work is piling up..
project deadlines just hit me like pieces of news... lol =x

and im having a presentation tmr!!
hope my sore throat/flu/fever would be fine by tmr =)

Alright!! i should hit the sack now..

lao po!! I super miss u now la.. hahahas.. (:

rifu0n.

2009-02-28T05:39:00.002+08:00

i must be crazy to be blogging at this hour.. lol...
but i can't sleep!! (and partly becuz my bedsheet is torn.. lol)

so i went to do some programming..
trying to figure out what's the problem..
but im still stucked =(
(someone pls enlighten me)

i think nowadays im too paranoid..
im constantly thinking and worrying..
for no apparent reason..
haha i think im going insane...
but, nono!! i must keep my sanity..
ROAR!!!

omgs. 5.50am!!!
its way way way way past my bed time already.. haha
been a long time since im still awake at this timing..

haha.. im tired but i can't sleep..

rifuon.

2009-02-26T23:03:00.005+08:00

as usual, mid sem break is a break to do projects.

its already thurs today and i havent got to do any studying!!

ok partly my fault for slacking but still...

TOO MANY PROJECTS!!

argh.

haha.

i think i only had fun on sat and mon.

cox i played MAHJONG and sang KBOX!!

i got beginner's luck for mahjong cox im the big winner!

lol..won $7.60 from playing 10-20 cents.

and thru out the game i hu 2 big ones.

which im super proud of myself.

haha cox im a noob.

YEAH!

mon was a meetup with 76 pple to celeb XJ''s bday.

but afternoon was kBox with the usual kBox pple.

WOOHOO!

haha.

we sang and sang and no one came to chase us away.

in the end we volunteerily walked away cox it was time for dinner and it was 730 le.

we could have stay more de..

pictures with saw hoon and waiting for her to load.

i need to study for my NM mid term but im not concentrating!

ARGH.

TA GUA is super lazy to blog.

must blog more k?

WUGEE?

ishien <3

2009-02-20T17:47:00.001+08:00

haha.
SURPRISED!!!

2009-02-18T01:19:00.003+08:00

i have been drinking a lot of weird bubbletea flavours from sweet talk nowadays.
haha.
all thanks to rifuon.

has anyone drank almond ice blended?
or red bean milk shake?
or durian milk shake?
or banana mocha?
or avocado milk shake?
or coffee affair?

lol.
wanna know how it taste?
ASK ME!
ASK LEEFUNG!

ishien <3

2009-02-18T00:42:00.007+08:00

valentine's day.

i had thought that i would be spending vday this year either alone or with my frens

haha.

well, this is the first vday i spend with lao gong and although there wasnt a big hoo-ha in the planning, it was the first vday which i truly enjoy:)

and not much money was spend! haha.

i had never believed in a materialistic vday.

and why we must let pple earned my money ( ya im stingy in this case) but still, just put ur creative juice to use and the day can be super well spend as well.

vday should just be the day for creative things to happen!

things like having an elaborate dinner can just happen any other day.

haha the pictures will explain why my vday was super well spend.

first up, my presents.

my 'yin yang' chocolate cake!

haha.

lao gong bake this for me from scratch!

im super proud of him cox he went to learn how to bake from his sis.

half of the cake is baked by him and another half by his sis.

that explains the 2 colours.

haha.

second present.

my kawasaki roses.

if you look and count carefully, there are 99 roses in all!

all handmade by lao gong who did it till 4am in the morning on friday the 13th cox he cannot finish on time.

haha.

and he went to learn from his fren also!

i must add that lao gong is "not an artistic person" as quoted from him himself.

haha.

99 leh!

i went online to check and online stores are selling 12 kawasaki roses @$90!

im super duper proud of him.

and super surprised too cox i din thought that he will make 99
i think those who know lao gong should be gua mu xiang kan towards him now right?

lol.

now my super no xin yi present which im super guilty of after i saw his presents to me.

ferrari perfume.

lao gong nearly did not get his vday present on time cox of the delivery!

luckily they managed to deliver that night and lao gong got his surprise..
haha cox he thought he wasnt getting it that night as well.

second present.

haha.

can a card be considered a present?

but still, it is a DINOSAUR!

and if u wonder why is it a dinosaur, just look at lee fung n you will know the answer.

haha.

us with our presents.

the bouquet was super big lo..haha cox its 2 bouquets combined to one.

lao gong made my vday super fulfilling and enjoyable.

MUACKS <3

many more vdays to plan wor~

haha.

ishien <3

2009-02-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

super cute :D

ishien <3

2009-02-10T00:54:00.004+08:00

when I was listening to this song with my lao po on my lap..
this overwhelming feeling got to me.

I never felt like this before.
total felicity. <3

I then made a promise to my lao po..
这是我们的约定..

and when I look at the lyrics of this song..
this thought strucked me:
the chorus is illustrating our story.
the story of me and yi sian..

the lyrics got me reminiscing..
the way we cheered each other up..
the way we protected each other..
the way we cherished each other..

老婆！
我们要留下未来的每一步一脚印。
我会永远记得我们的约定。

我爱你..羿娴。

rifuon. <3

2009-02-10T00:53:00.003+08:00

未来的每一步一脚印

踏着彼此梦想前进

路上偶尔风吹雨淋

也要握紧你的手心

未来的每一步一脚印

相知相惜相依为命

别忘记彼此的约定

我会永远在你身边陪着你！

============温岚-同手同脚

ishien <3

2009-02-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

i hope this will never end.

:)

wu ke jiu yao le..

ishien<3

2009-02-06T00:32:00.002+08:00

i dunno what got over me today.
is it the lack of sleep.
or the long day i had in school from 10-6.
or the coffee that i drunk in the afternoon which is super power as it kept me awake for the whole day.

but i was super hyper.

not anymore though.

my fren's blog indirectly cool me down.
pull me down to earth.
to make me understand the cruelty of life.
but i must thank her.
i dunno why.

i know this post will sound very random.
very abstract.
but it doesnt matter.
i just need a place for me to rant and i dun need you to understand.

i cant imagine someone close to me gone.
and still be strong.

im glad my bro is coming home safely.
im glad everyone i love is safe and sound.

ishien

2009-02-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

work is piling up le.
next wk is wk 5.
term end in wk 13.
OMG.

ishien

2009-02-05T15:09:00.003+08:00

im blogging from school!!
so sians... having lessons till 730pm..
haha and im going to attend a tutorial that i can't even hear what the tutor is saying..sianssssss... D:

lao po i miss you!! ♥

♥ rifuon.

2009-02-05T00:31:00.006+08:00

been a while since i blogged.
(people may be asking if i even had one lol)
nostalgic. haha. =)

these few weeks have been good!
i have something to look forward to
or rather someone <3 haha.
lao po.. remember the promise i made to you?
i will honour it. :)

just started this blog not long ago.
im sharing this with my special one. (:
although this is just the genesis of our journey,
i hold strong faith for it to be everlasting. =D

im glad you found me. and im glad i found you. <3

it has just been a short while but it seems that we have gone through eons.
i hope that our blog title delineates the length of our relationship - Eternity.
i know this may sound a bit silly but i do really mean it. haha (:

school started around a month ago.
im taking jap1 as my UE. pretty cool.
mdm konnichiwa is nice but sometimes her lessons are quite boring. haha.
and as for my cores, it feels like i have not learnt anything.
but this happens every sem tho. haha!!
i guess its time to buck up!!
ROAR!!!!

haha lao po.. im looking forward to this friday as well. :)
its our special day! :P

♥ rifuon.

2009-02-04T23:55:00.003+08:00

this week is going to be good.
next week is going to be good also.
or at least the weekends are going to be good.

haha.

i havent been blogging much in my own blog.
although i got super a lot of things to write.
but there is just this thing that is holding me back.

im glad i moved on.
im glad i found you. <3

maybe i should start off where i ended in my own blog.
start of school means im nearing yr 4 soon.
nearer to dissertation!
the dreaded word. ARGH.

just handed up my proposal which i have serious doubt whether i am able to do it or not when time comes.
but still..
its already handed up.
too late to do anything now, so just got to find the correct path.

CNY was ok. nothing much.
guess im growing old.
and visiting pple does not matter so much now.
cox i just went one relative's house and collected all the ang baos.
haha.
oh ya and before i forget, my bro is in BMT.
and going to be out soon!
lol.
i miss him though.

j is now off to milan for exchange.
guess for this period that she is gone, starhub outings will be put on hold bah.
my china attachment does not even have a direction now.
when im like going in may.
so lost.
pray pray pray that they dun split us up.
PLEASE.

ok something random.
but im looking forward to friday.
haha.
dino hor..

♥ ishien

2009-02-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

i love you lao po~!!! <3
MUACKSS!!!! =D

2009-02-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

my lao gong is super shuai.
i love my lao gong to bits!!